My name is Mommy and I'm obssessed with food

Seriously, I think I'm obssessed with food. Particularly self sabotaging weight loss with eating junk or even good food in too large of quantities. So, I am going to use this blog (that I have been neglecting) as a food diary.

Goals

1-start with a positive from the day!

2-document what I eat, everything

10/14/11

:) I enjoyed cooking dinner and I did not snack while I was cooking...and I wanted to.

apple

fruit

granola bar

peas

ravioli

salad

texas toast

cookies

icecream

peanut butter

chocolate chips

pb & choc chip tortilla

Hello October!

Goals
-Workout 5 days a week
-3 meals, no snacks
-170 by Halloween! Baby will be 1!
-Breathe and do not act like a toddler when my toddlers are acting like toddles...I am 31!

$250

$250
That's how much our new gym membership costs per month!
That is $8.33 per day to focus on health and fitness.
It doesn't look that impressive that way.
Let's try this...
that's $3,000 per year to focus on health and fitness!
Get your booty in that gym and stop snacking.
165 will be mine!

CA!

We moved! We made it through that 6 week crazy period and as much as things are easier now that we are back together as a family...things still seem to be ridiculously crazy with the big kids. They are both SO hard lately. Not all the time, but the times when it is bad...it blows. Trying to get a routine and have patience with everything...including myself.
Off to have some wine in the jacuzzi...that should help, right?

vacation - day 1

today was actually really productive for being a day off and barely leaving the house. tim and i are almost caught up with dexter, i went grocery shopping, i read half of exodus, and i made chicken and noodles (accidentally - it was originally supposed to be chicken noodle soup). all in all a pretty good day.

and i have this stuck in my head: wear sunscreen

you would think...

...that focusing on work, working out, and sleep would be good for me. instead i've somehow worked myself into exhaustion and gotten myself some sort of stomach bug. i guess the four hours a night working on cutting out letters and coloring has gotten to me. also probably something in the Egyptian water. either way, the combination knocked me out today. i was hoping to make it to the weekend (which is only Friday for me this week, work on Saturday, but then a week off) but spending so much time awake last night left me exhausted when it came time for my alarm to go off. at least i followed proper procedure and totally checked in with my supervisor and everything. now i just actually have to go find a doctor here so that i don't lose a day of pay.

other than that, everything at work is going well - i've made adorable construction paper trains and cars and roads and put up displays all around my room. there's really not much more i can do except lesson plans (which we are covering together tomorrow) and wait for my class list so i can write the kids' names on all of their books (which i lugged up to my room yesterday - 30 sets of 14 books) and the welcome board and the cubbies and the back of their chairs. that class list is kind of important.... but we don't get it today so i still feel like i'm in a good position even with a day out.

i guess i just need to focus more on what my body needs, stop eating crappy egyptian pizza every day and drink more water. i can't even imagine what life will be like with the students!

189...wah wah

Guess who ate a dozen mini cupcakes today?
Honestly, I am in a really stressful time in my life (a short time...about 10 days) but I am not too upset for falling off the wagon. I would much rather be shovelling food in my mouth to handle stress than yell at my kids.
Here's to making it to September 1st and getting back to 183 asap!